Thursday, August 9, 2012

august 9th - bone crack



bone – n.
any of the separate parts of a vertebrate skeleton
crack – n., v., a., & adv.
sudden sharp noise; split or rift not extending far enough to break thing into fragments, mark or fissure caused by this; performer



A play-by-play of my thoughts and their reactive bone-cracks: 

Natural warmth. Summer. That spicy breeze that used to bound through the Plunkett street house with the desire to entice us onto the balcony and away from work/study/the mundane. No pants, no shoes, no worries. Ice-blocks and iced-tea. Knowing that whatever stretch I’d like to do, I can just do, because the elements have already warmed up my muscles and heightened my flexi. Staying in your towel longer than you need to after you’ve finished in the shower, because you can. And because it feels good. And because you wanna. Salad for dinner and vodka soaked watermelon for dessert. Chilled. Blissed out. Tanned skin. Sea-battered hair.

Neck crack. Both directions. Easy and delightful.
                                            
Trying to do a penche against the wall and realising I can still get nice and close but also realising I definitely cannot hold it. Choreographing a floor sequence in the lounge-room and getting confused when doing it an open space sans the furniture. That gob smacked moment when the advanced Bikram yoga teacher shoves his leg in the air. Getting a bit too excited while listening to Flume on my iPod, waiting at the station for le train and smashing out a few choice moves before catching curious glimpses from the other train-waiters. Damn. Did the cute boy see that dorky display? Damn…Oh well.

Hip crack. Quick, deep, and loud - don’t be gross, it’s the bones!
                                             

Surprises and unexpected occurrences rolled into one. Knowing that when some people are hurt, it breaks your heart more than anything else ever has or will. Juxtaposed with seeing someone so happy, your heart soars more than you ever dreamed it would. Connection. Family.  The ever-present comfort of home.

Toes crack. Fingers crack. Simple & clean & calming.
                                             

High heels. High concentration. High level of perception and analytical skills pushed high on the list of things to do, essays to finish, readings to read, work to work, people to ask, places to seek, floors to clean, calls to make, lists to tick, habits to kick. 

Ankle crack. On the floor. Front of foot. Probably not healthy but my god it feels good.

                                             

Wait, I’ll get it. Yep, I can get it. Let me just reach. Up. There. Hold on (gets on tip-toes). 

Achilles crack. Weakness. Whatevs.

                                             

I wonder if my leniency toward most things floral says something about me as a person? Perhaps I’m a sap. For sure a sap.
Yes to honey in the tea.
I really need to re-fold my knits; the disorder is annoying. 

Why would someone do an incredibly good job of driving a person away, to then turn around and pop up out of nowhere? It’s a bit contradictory. Silly child.

Vanilla candle vs. incense - discuss.
The mane is awfully clean today. Good job.
I would like some of those Aztec jeans LinLin made. What a little superstar. Yeah.
 Oh. That rain is quite soothing.
Breath. 
 
Sternum crack. Unnatural but releases tension and does so of it’s own accord. More like a pop of the bone really.

                                             

Do not be afraid to: seek your dreams. Speak your truth. Live your life. And always hold to the goodness in your heart.  

Spine crack. Bam. 

LOVE YA GUTS X