Tuesday, January 8, 2013

january 8th - instance


instance, n.
example or illustration of general truth

One year can seem like such a milestone when it is scrutinised within an inch of its existence.
A year ago tomorrow I turned a year older than I was and tomorrow I will be a year older than I am today.
How do you measure a year? 
How do you make sense of time lapsed and tangled with moments, people, places, choices? 
Do you measure one year in straight-down-the-line time? Do you say: ‘X’ amount of minutes has passed since that point in my life? 
Perhaps you measure it in how many suns have set or moons have waned or tides have turned? Or perhaps it is the number of weekdays worked and holidays earned? 

This is how I count a year:

An infinitive number of cups of tea. 2 new houses and 2 new bedrooms. 2 semesters full of 7 day per week agonising thoughts of the written word, the way to speak both with authority & accessibility and countless nights punctured with inconvenient learning breakthroughs. 
A bunch of new friends; friends who inspire, who encourage, who listen, who are hilarious without meaning to be and who continue to enrich this little life of mine. 
6 favourite coffee spots. A couple of unforgettable trips with beautiful people to beautiful places. Endless days and nights filled with delicious tunes. The realisation that in spite of my small stature, I am able to make a difference. 
A heightened appreciation for mind over matter especially where the body is concerned. Too many glasses of champagne and not enough glasses of red wine. Just the right amount of avocado and eggs on toast. A handful of blissfully perfect moments. A whole lot of scruffy hair. 
About 300 hours of procrastination in the form of whistle practice and baking. 47 pages or 12,896 words of self induced written musings. 4 weeks worth of wishing no pants Friday was an actual thing. 

An enormous amount of gratitude for the clean air I breathe and the laughter I enjoy. One-hundred-thousand blessings, & one in particular who teaches me the pure joy of being open to life & love.
However you count a year, be it in time or space or cups of tea, make it count. Make your moments worth remembering. 
Learn lessons, find new limits, take chances.
Remember the importance of kindness, honesty and being aware of your surroundings.
And never be afraid to not be afraid. 

Sometimes life is what happens when someone asks you what you will be when you grow up and you can happily answer: me.

SO MUCH LOVE X